AHH Glass Cage Songs

Don't you hate finding a band that sounds like everything you ever wanted in music, but you can not find any of their music apart from the tiniest glorious samples that you suck in like water to a thirsty man. The Peter Dolving Bands is one such example, when I finally managed to get a decent amount of their material I was, to put it simply, ecstatic. Before you die... is the latest. All I own is two songs downloaded from their myspace, and both are incredible. Now they have no songs available for download, only to listen. I have no hope of finding their material, they have yet to release an album (judging from the myspace, which is all I have, even this may not come around). Which saddens me. Like the toy at the shop you always wanted, but could never have. The song Half Life is one of those almost scary songs whose lyrics seem to slot into my life like they wrote the song for me.

'Should have never asked for anything. What I got was second rate. Still I thought I got the better deal. A friend is more than anything.'

And while I had a week or two of surprisingly enjoyable greyness (sometimes a break from emotions can be good, which I switch between agreeing with and rejecting), that girl is back on the mind. Some things can be...eye opening, I guess (ok, I admit in this case it was alcohol on a beach). You know what, I am going to do something with her. Probably fail epically, but hey, right now I don't have much to lose. She mentioned she had never heard of the awesome tree climbing park. Future me, give it a shot.

And past me? You should have confessed (flat rock again). You did not lie outright, but you should have come clean. It helps situations, but more importantly yourself. Myself. You can't read this. Damn causality.