My only friend

I suppose you are my only real friend. I can't bring myself to express a real opinion to anyone else. I can't say what I really feel around anyone else. Which is pretty damn sad. You are barely even real in many senses, being just a random visitor or my future self.
I need... Something at least. Gotta get out of here.

Back on that girl. I am not feeling the same addiction I used to. Which I know will pass soon. All it takes is two kind words towards me from a female for me to develop an unhealthy obsession with them. The only reason it takes two is that I am such a cynical and suspicious asshole that I get suspicious at one. Two pretty much confirms at least an interest in me for the sake of politeness.