Well...

Hmmm, seems a lot stranger than I remember. While at the time I kind of semi believed it (in a very abstract way, I was very emotionally confused at the time), it makes almost no sense to me now. There is very little story in that, probably not the best thing to start my creation spree with (Yes OK, I was lazy and could not be bothered actually making something new at the time). It is a good experiment in evoking atmosphere however, which, not quite vital to a story, is one of the most important things in how one is presented.

Another interesting thing was that attempt I made at explaining my early deterministic views, which in fact was the premise of the story (what if this intricate order broke?). I had forgotten how long I had held those views. It is also interesting to note that even though I wasn't all that into the G-minster at the time (it happened at one of those periods where I literally had no hope for anything), I still imagined some kind of purpose to this order.

Well back to the old issue. You can probably guess what it is. You're probably suprised that I went three posts without mentioning it future self. That girl. Well last time we spoke I thought the most awesome thing ever was when she sat next to me that one time and awesomeness ensured. Well more awesomeness has happened, my excessively experience gifted self, and we had an AWESOME conversation!. On MsN. Which kind of killed it in a way, but the fact that she could put up with me for that hour or whatever is good news. I may not be the social leper I expect. Although that brings me to the down side. It was on Msn. Which sucks. Could I have done that face to face? I sure hope so. If I (which is coincidently the name of a show by Demetri Martin that was the subject of some conversation) can, I am a better person than I could have hoped.

Now, as I have explained, I am not the kind to take the credit for these developments. Thank You Big G. I honestly appreciate it. You are my best reader, before my future self even. My future self has never done anything for me. I mean, here I am, working my ass of for him and what has he done? Nothing. Dont use that breakdone of causality excuse with me buddy.