Exciting News for my Avid Readers

The title is a lie. I have no exciting news, and my only reader is far from avid. At least I don't expect him to be when he/I arrives.

Again the girl, more complaining blah blah. Obsession can really get tiring. I have been thinking too, that anyone who 'knows' me who stumbles across this site will have no idea who this girl is (unless they are more perceptive than I expect) unless they read all up to the one post where she is named. So if you're looking through here for her name, it's a fair way back.

Been considering showing this thing to someone. Probably not that girl, because, well, the chances are that it will just creep her out. An incredible amount, to the extent that even eye contact becomes awkward. Which would probably be mostly on my part, socially insecure wimp (need a better word for that) that I am. Alternatively she would not be creeped out, for which I would instantly marry her. It is not something I really want to risk however (I never risk anything if you have noticed, generally making me worse off). Might show it to a 'friend'. There are only two people in the world I would trust with that. One is the best friend I have ever had, and knows more of this side of me than anyone. The other is just a naturally trustworthy guy, I hope. Could I handle the awkwardness?

More on the beautiful story thing. Remember that digiclipse site, future me? I had forgotten about it too until recently. It is really proof that stories are the best part of living. These people, despite logic, common sense, pretty much the entire world's opinion and actual observation really believe in digimon. Sad, yet at the same time, wonderful. These people create their own reality, which they may or may not seriously believe in, and it is a hundred times more beautiful to them than the one that laughs at their ridiculous ideas. Which is probably the best argument I have ever seen defending 20 year olds that believe that television characters will become real and visit them.