Another Change

This place has been a recording of sorts. Nothing new, just storage of things that have already happened. Well I have been thinking lately. And my thoughts have been a lot more emotional than they usually are. As I mentioned before, I love stories. I had to write on some application thing my dreams and aspirations. And I wrote that I wanted to create things that bring joy to people (which would include stories). At the time I thought it was just some crap to make me seem more earnest, but damn it, I think I honestly do.

From looking around, this place seems to be missing something. Something that I can only find in stories. Its peoples little fantasies that make this place worth it, the little worlds they invent for themselves. This is what I want to do. I want to make these worlds, make these stories that make this place better.

Well this kind of thinking is probably a direct result of that girl. Which I had an awesome conversation with the other day. Admittedly it was on MsN (I doubt I could have kept her interest that long face to face), but still. I loved it. Most enjoyable thing I have done in years. And she may never know.

Anyway. I feel I should use this thing to create as well, not just record. So to begin that I am putting up something I did a long time ago. It may not make much sense, but it pretty accurately describes how I felt at the time (admittedly a bit overdramatised).